Here I am, sitting in front of a computer in my school's library. I don't know why they won't allow us to go home already, since we're done doing what we're supposed to do today.
Blue is what I'm currently feeling. There's just this feeling inside of me. You know, when everything's okay, although not perfect, but okay. Just okay. Okay. But I just can't help feeling hollow inside. Plenty of schoolwork, though not as much. Doing good in class. But I don't know. My mum would probably say I'm just too tired and worn out and that makes my mood sour. I hope that's what is going on because I don't even know anymore. Bleh.
Anyways!! I've realized that I like to admire things around me whenever I have the time. For example, whenever I'm in a car ride to or from school, I always enjoy staring at the sky. The colors. The gradations. Never the same every day. Like there's a different shade for each day. Heck, even sometimes the difference the sky makes within an hour is so contrast. And it is wonderful to think that humans won't be able to control that. We may affect it, yes, but still. The sky decides for itself. Another thing that I like to think about lately is the fact that every single person has a different life and personality. There are millions of ways a day could end. So I just think it's amazing.
Third thing that I realize is that we're growing up. And I'm excited for life, I really am. I can't wait to feel emotions I haven't felt yet, like having my first kiss, getting my first job, starting a family, even holding my first child in my hands and making my parents proud. But I hate the idea of being separated from my family and friends. Eventually we're going our own ways and I don't want to forget them, and I don't want them to forget me too. These things are starting to happen, actually. One or two of my closest friends are starting to fade away, and I really, really hate that. But I guess that's how life goes, huh? Meet people, they make an impact to your life, and they leave.
So there you have it. The sky is still blue, and so is my heart, I guess. And I guess blue is the warmest and the coldest color, at the same time.
Coming Over - Dillon Francis & Kygo ft. James Hersey
Blue is what I'm currently feeling. There's just this feeling inside of me. You know, when everything's okay, although not perfect, but okay. Just okay. Okay. But I just can't help feeling hollow inside. Plenty of schoolwork, though not as much. Doing good in class. But I don't know. My mum would probably say I'm just too tired and worn out and that makes my mood sour. I hope that's what is going on because I don't even know anymore. Bleh.
Anyways!! I've realized that I like to admire things around me whenever I have the time. For example, whenever I'm in a car ride to or from school, I always enjoy staring at the sky. The colors. The gradations. Never the same every day. Like there's a different shade for each day. Heck, even sometimes the difference the sky makes within an hour is so contrast. And it is wonderful to think that humans won't be able to control that. We may affect it, yes, but still. The sky decides for itself. Another thing that I like to think about lately is the fact that every single person has a different life and personality. There are millions of ways a day could end. So I just think it's amazing.
Third thing that I realize is that we're growing up. And I'm excited for life, I really am. I can't wait to feel emotions I haven't felt yet, like having my first kiss, getting my first job, starting a family, even holding my first child in my hands and making my parents proud. But I hate the idea of being separated from my family and friends. Eventually we're going our own ways and I don't want to forget them, and I don't want them to forget me too. These things are starting to happen, actually. One or two of my closest friends are starting to fade away, and I really, really hate that. But I guess that's how life goes, huh? Meet people, they make an impact to your life, and they leave.
So there you have it. The sky is still blue, and so is my heart, I guess. And I guess blue is the warmest and the coldest color, at the same time.
Coming Over - Dillon Francis & Kygo ft. James Hersey